Winter is a very bad season to start a blog, because days are short and it gets dark soon. I fall in depression during the winter. I need sunshine and warm air to keep me fluid. But the positive side of winter is that you get to sit quietly in your home, drink coffee and smoke and think. Thinking.. I spend 99% of my time thinking about something, sometimes I think about silly, stupid things, but most of the time I think about life, meanings,  ...